I admit, this is not my first blog. I’ve been blogging since the tender age of fifteen. I am now twenty-one.
The thing about being a college student is that your life is never stable. You’re in this weird in-between place where you’re not a kid anymore, but you’re not fully an adult. You live in this weird scholarly bubble that includes essay writing, attending lectures, eating pasta constantly for dinner, and increasing stress as finals loom closer. You can see the outside world, but it’s shrouded by the weird haze of “someday”.
Nothing stays the same. You go back to your hometown over school breaks and the businesses on main street are different. At home, your parents suddenly start making plans to convert your bedroom, that safe place and heart of your childhood, into a sewing room, home office, or guest room. People you have known for years suddenly start getting married and having babies–often not in that order. The ties that once held you to home begin to stretch and fade, leaving you suspended in “where do I go from here?” land.
Right now, my life is definitely in transit. I just returned home to the United States from a semester studying abroad in London. Living in a foreign country for three and a half months is a wonderful, but strange experience. Although you try your hardest to stay in touch with people back home, life gets in the way. So you build a new life where you’re at. But then, just like that, the semester is over and you go back to your old life. But, like with home, your ties have faded. You know they’ll soon be reestablished, but until that happens, you’re stuck in this weird place where you’re not quite sure where you fit.
That’s why I’ve started this blog. After spending three and a half months on my travel blog (which I put lots of effort into and you should all go read), I had planned on returning to my normal space, the place I’ve been writing since I was fifteen. But I soon realized that wasn’t going to work. I’m not fifteen anymore. My original intentions for blogging are different from what they used to be. I need to start fresh.
The title from this blog comes from one of my favorite quotes:
“It’s a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don’t keep your feet, there’s no knowing where you might be swept off to.” -J.R.R. Tolkien
Metaphorically, Tolkien hits the nail on the head. Growing up is stepping into the world. You leave home, go to college, live abroad, get a job, etc. The world is a big, sometimes scary place, filled with dangers. If you don’t watch your step, it can easily sweep you away. You have to know yourself, know your mission, and you have to stick to it. You have to hold tightly to who you are. You have to keep your feet.
But, despite its dangers, the world is also an incredibly beautiful place, filled with wonders to explore and learn. If you keep your feet firmly on the path and your eyes set on the horizon, you’re in for the adventure of a lifetime.
So, feel free to join me on my journey into adulthood. I can’t promise what this blog will bring, just as I don’t know what lies in store. But, I suppose, that’s part of the adventure. Let’s step onto the road and begin…