It’s my first full day at home, and in light of the fact that I will be immobile due to wisdom teeth surgery tomorrow, I’m trying to get things cleaned.
Since returning from studying abroad a year ago, I haven’t been home for more than a week at a time. Due to this, my bedroom has become a dumping ground, a corner to shove things in as I transition from place to place in life. After a year, it’s gotten pretty out of hand.
The thing about cleaning out your closet is that I’m not only discovering things I didn’t know I had, but am relearning things about myself that you had forgotten. Rifling through the pages of middle school notes, sketchbooks, and attempts at poetry make me feel like I am meeting the younger version of myself. I’m finding things I used to be passionate about. I discovered a couple passive aggressive letters my best friend wrote me in high school where she apologetically tells me everything she hates about me. Reading through her words, I think about how much I have changed and wonder if, deep down, I’ve really changed at all.
Confronting my past is actually very useful because my main goal over break is to figure out what the future holds.
Sentimentality aside, it will be great to actually be able to use my closet, desk, and dresser again. It’s a long process. The main portion of my room is currently dirtier than it was when I began. I’m covered in dust from pulling things from corners and shelves that haven’t been touched in years. But progress is being made! I dragged my younger brother with me to WalMart earlier this afternoon to buy organizers and I’ve put together three bags of old clothes to donate.
It sure will be great to have a clean room again!
When was the last time you cleaned out your closet? Did you find anything surprising?