Weird title, I know.
By two o’clock today, I had gone to church, worked out, and finished all my weekend homework. All my friends were busy, and I was left with an entire afternoon with nothing to do. I’m an introvert, but too much time alone in my room makes me lonely. It’s like my heart feels heavy and empty and no amount of Netflix can make it better. Knowing I had hours ahead of me in my own company, I didn’t want to waste the day moping around.
So I took action by taking myself on a date.
It was a wonderful afternoon. I sang to the radio during the hour drive to and from Alexandria. I talked to my mom on the phone. I went to see Cinderella a second time and loved it just as much as the first. (Be sure to check out my post about it!) I went out to eat and spent dinner with my favorite John Green novel. (Which, in case you were wondering, is Paper Towns.) I meandered through Target, sighing over pretty clothes and household decorations. I purchased a new purse and the final Hobbit movie. (Be sure to check out my post about that one too!).
On the drive home, I spent a great deal of time meditating on the nostalgia that comes with the end of a season in life. With only a handful of weeks left of college, there are so many aspects of life here that I’ve taken for granted. As I approached Morris, instead of heading to campus, I drove to the overlook just outside of town. Perched on a rock, I watched the sun set over the tiny town I’ve called home these past few years. It was such a beautiful, peaceful moment– one that I know I’ll hold in my heart for a long time.
Afternoons like this one remind me that incredible joy can be found in little things. It felt so good to forget the stresses of college, to drive away, and do things just for the sake of doing them. I think that it’s important to learn to date yourself. You can have a lot of fun and learn a great deal in your own company.