Jello at the Wall

I’ve managed to put off job hunting for an entire year and, now that I’m here, it sucks just as much as I thought it would.  The good thing is I am able to work full time while I hunt–having a family business helps with that.  I spend two afternoons a week searching job postings online at my local library.  Since beginning the process a couple of weeks ago, I’ve discovered that job hunting is really hard.  My mom told me that looking for your first job is like throwing jello at a wall: you throw out possibilities and hope that something sticks.

Part of my dilemma is that I’m not really sure what I want.  I feel like my mental image of the future changes every other day.  One day, I’m dreaming of moving closer to the cities.  The next, I’m imagining life in a small town in the northern part of the state.  I want to stay in Minnesota and, ideally, don’t want to be too far from my family.  But… what do I actually want to do?  I think I’d be good in an administrative/receptionist position.  But the problem is… so are lots and lots of other people.

How come there isn’t a magical job fairy that looks at your skills and then bestows you with fitting work?

So far, in addition to a number of secretary positions, I’ve applied for a couple temp-to-hire agencies in the Minneapolis area.   My resume is currently circulating around my mom’s vast network of professionals around the state.  I have also reached out to several of my friends who have recently found jobs and picked their brains for tips and cover letter samples.

I feel like I’m not asking for much… an entry-level job that won’t suck my soul, will build on my skills, and will keep the bills paid while I apply for graduate school and get my masters online.

In many ways, I’m exactly where I was a year ago: a college graduate living with their parents, pulling weeds full-time on the family farm.  But, unlike a year ago, I’m ready to move on.  Heck, I’m even willing to throw jello on the wall to get out of here.

Hopefully, something will turn up.

 

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