This past weekend, I had the opportunity to attend a two-day conference called Evolving Faith. It was hosted and curated by some of my favorite Christian writers, Sarah Bessey and Rachel Held Evans. It took place in Montreat, North Carolina. The campus was beautiful, nestled in the arms of the Blue Ridge Mountains. Walking around Lake Susan, exploring the streams and trails, there’s a deep sense of peace. You feel in your bones that you are walking on sacred ground.
Now, what is evolving faith? Each of the speakers at the conference offered a different definition. Evolving faith is a faith that changes. It adapts. It breaks down. It reconstructs. It identifies problematic narratives and strives to imagine new ones. Jen Hatmaker likened it to the story in Genesis about Jacob wrestling with God. Evolving faith is a faith that challenges, questions, wrestles and, like Jacob, has the audacity to ask for a blessing anyway. Jeff Chu introduced us to the “theology of the compost pile” where all the wretched, useless, and discarded things are transformed into rich soil that brings new life. Evolving faith acknowledges the darkness in ourselves and in the world and chooses to light a candle anyway.
What I loved so much about this conference is that it addressed head-on all the topics that are notoriously avoided in United States’ churches. Things that are whispered in the back of our minds as we sit in sanctuaries were named boldly from the stage. Speakers called out the idol of white supremacy, the strength, beauty and dignity of minority communities, the evils of the Trump administration, the immediacy of climate change, and the problematic fact that the majority attendees were white. Speakers called us to both “burn shit down” and strive to be peacemakers. There was rage. There was hope. There was the call to live in tension.
Lately, I’ve been going on hikes to prepare for an upcoming road trip. On the weekend, no matter the weather, I spend my morning at my local state park. There is a five mile loop that goes along the river and up into the bluffs. It’s a great place to train and an even better place to think.
This morning, rain was in the forecast and I had the trail all to myself. One of my favorite things about hiking is the way the cadence of my footsteps pushes my brain to places that feel high and rich. As I scrambled over rocks, past trees, and up high hills, I found myself deeply moved by spring.
In Minnesota, spring comes slowly. It comes in waves of warm and cool weather, rain and sun, green grass and sticky mud.
On the trail, most of the forest was still brown and dead. The leaves were just starting to peek forth–a green blush against the rainy sky. The ground was scattered with little flowers–pink and white and purple and yellow.
What a miracle it is, that life emerges from the bare earth. It reminds me that there will come a day where there will be no more crying, no more pain, no more injustice.
Spring comes forth in quiet radiance, whispering of life and peace and, best of all, hope.
I think it’s safe to say that, no matter where you lie on the political spectrum, this week has been crazy.
On the day after the presidential election, a progressive Christian magazine I enjoy put out a call for readers to share their stories. Wednesday was pretty turbulent for me emotionally and putting things into words is usually helps me process things, so I took the time to write about how I felt.
Usually, I keep my head down on social media when it comes to divisive current events. I try to keep away from politics and anything that will cause division, judgement, or criticism. I broke that rule on Facebook a few times this fall in outrage over our now president-elect’s words about women. In the days after the election, though, I found that there was just too much going on inside me and found the words pouring out. If I were to put my piece in a category, I would call it a lament: an outpouring of emotion that captures the pain of a moment in time.
I submitted my piece and, to my surprise, Sojourners published it on their website. Before you read this post any further, please take a moment to read the piece, which can be found here. Continue reading →
Last week, I had the opportunity to attend InterVarsity’s trip annual Urbana Conference.For five days, St. Louis, Missouri, was invaded by 16,000 college students and adults seeking to learn about world missions.This year’s conference was themed around one very important question: What story will you tell?
As a writer and avid reader, stories fuel my everyday life.I breathe them in, soaking in the perspectives of others.I breathe them out, letting my own experiences take shape through words.Throughout the week, we heard countless stories from around the world.We heard from indigenous people in the Pacific Island, refugees in Jordan, college students in Mexico.We heard from the persecuted church in the Middle East–the stories of men and women imprisoned for their faith.We heard the stories of our black American brothers and sisters, whose voices have been long silenced by racism and inequality.
We didn’t just hear their stories.We entered into them.Multicultural worship is a challenging, humbling experience.It was uncomfortable at times.We fumbled our way through Arabic, Korean, Hawaiian, and Swahili, to name a few of the languages.My mouth stumbled over the strange words and sounds.Even though it was different and awkward at points, entering into the songs of brothers and sisters from around the world gave me a larger picture of the Kingdom of God.The Kingdom is for everyone, for every tribe, tongue, and nation.I got to experience what that looks like at Urbana.
As a writer attending a conference centered around stories, I can’t merely describe what went on.I need to take up the pen and join in, adding my words.
I suppose my Urbana story starts with answering a question: Why missions?
My whole life, I’ve felt very drawn to Europe.Growing up, I remember reading about far-away places and having this sense of urgency.I couldn’t explain it, but I needed to go there.I needed to see these places with my own eyes.I needed to walk the streets and see the faces of the people who lived there.In 2013, I spent a semester studying abroad in London, England.During my three and a half months there, I traveled a great deal.Finally, I could see and experience the places I’ve been dreaming about my whole life.Along the way, I learned a great deal.I learned that the world is a dark, empty place, and that even though Europe is largely comprised of first-world nations, there are people who desperately need the light and love of Jesus.
Upon returning to school in the United States, it was a matter of months before I felt the need rise up in me again.I had been thinking and praying about going into ministry for a while, but my thoughts and prayers began to turn overseas.“What if,” I asked myself, “feeling drawn to Europe isn’t just me wanting to travel?What if God wired me with this desire, growing it with time, into a calling?”
Eager to dedicate my life to God, I embraced the calling.He wants me to go to Europe?I’m all in.But so much remained uncertain.Where would I go?What would I do there?Who would I serve?How would I find the money?What does the missions field even look like?
Attending the largest student missions conference in the world seemed like the logical place to answer these questions.Last week, I arrived in St. Louis, willing to go, wanting to serve, ready for God to point the way.What I didn’t realize was that, although I was intellectually ready to take the plunge, my heart had a long way to go.
Let me pause here for a moment.You should know that, although I feel very deeply, I’m not what one would call an emotional person.I rarely cry.I’m not very touchy-feely.Emotional things don’t seem to impact me like they do others.It’s as if my heart is sealed behind a series of walls and gates.Within these walls, I feel very deeply and these feelings guide the majority of the large decisions I make.But my heart and mind don’t often connect.It takes time for the right keys to get into the right doors.
When one enters into service for the Kingdom of God, it is important for their heart and mind to align.
Going into Urbana, mine did not.My brain was ready.But, frankly, my heart didn’t actually care about the people I was supposed to be going out into the world to serve.Of course,I didn’t realize any of this until after the fact.More on that later.
The first half of the conference was extremely affirming.To share a bit of my testimony, I grew up in a highly politicized church where one was treated differently if they held a different perspective.My experience with the American Evangelical church is that it places certain values over others.College was a wonderful time of exploring other worldview and perspectives.However, I’ve been living at home for the past nine months.Being back in this highly Republican community has me wondering if my family is crazy for caring about things like racial equality, LGBTQ rights, showing kindness to refugees, affirming women as leaders in the church, etc.Through speakers and seminars at Urbana, God affirmed that we are not crazy and that we are not the only ones thinking about these issues.He cares about them too.
As awesome as this affirmation was, I felt like something was missing.“I’m at the largest student missions conference in the world”, I thought.“Surely God brought me here to do more than affirm my perspective.”
I was right.
On Tuesday night, the large group session was dedicated to the persecuted church.Individuals, often unnamed and unseen, told their stories of being imprisoned and tortured for their faith.They talked about God empowering them to love their captors even in the darkest hours of their lives.We then were given time and space to pray for the church.Banners with different countries were raised and we could gather beneath them, praying for each nation.
It was a powerful night–16,000 people lifting their voices in prayer.As I knelt on the hard concrete praying for Kenya, I felt God’s Spirit rising in me.As I prayed, my words intangible even to me, I felt the keys to my heart unlock–The layers pulled back.Finally, the deep desires of my heart were accessible and in the open.
“Lord, I want to go,” I prayed.“I want to go.I want to go.I want to go.”It was a prayer of frustration.I came to Urbana hoping to find direction from God that would empower me to take the next step.Where was my direction?Where were my answers?As the dust from my prayer settled, I felt God’s voice: Not yet, Amelia.Wait.
I was confused.“What do you mean I have to wait?” I asked God.“I’m ready!” But, up until that point, I was ready with my mind.But my heart was sorely lacking.That night, God opened the floodgates to my heart and prepared me to not only hear His voice in my mind, but in my spirit.
If I had to describe Wednesday in one word, I would say it was humbling.With my newly opened heart, I came repeatedly before the Lord and listened to the words He had for me… These words were not comforting.
That morning, our passage in Bible study was the end of Matthew 25, where Jesus divides the sheep from the goats and says, “Whatever you did for the least of these brothers and sisters, you did for me”.As a large group, we studied the intricacies and implications of the passage deeply.I emerged with the sense that, despite my readiness to go abroad, I hadn’t given much thought to the people I’d actually be serving.I realized that when it came to serving others, I didn’t know how.
One of Wednesday’s speakers was David Platt, pastor and author of the books Radical and Follow Me.His books were the catalysts of my decision to go into ministry.I read them during a very spiritually challenging season and they pushed my desire to serve God with my life.It was incredible hearing Platt speak.The power, authority, and incredible love of God is so present in his voice and words.He talked about the woman in Matthew 26 who pours a very expensive jar of perfume on Jesus’ head as an act of love and submission.
Platt’s words cut me like knives.One statement hit my spirit like a ton of bricks:
I see myself in that statement.Here I was, trying to figure out how to get going when my heart and spirit had completely forgotten why I’m called to go in the first place.In my ambitions to go abroad, I lost my heart for Christ.Platt went on to say, “Missions is not meant to be your life.Christ is your life.Jesus is worth losing everything for.”
These words are so simple and straightforward, but my heart forgot.I forgot what it feels like, what it means to love Jesus unconditionally.My spirit churned and I felt God’s voice rising again, with words that were not comfortable:“Amelia, how can you go into the world and represent My Kingdom if you love yourself more than you love Me?You want to serve me, but don’t know how.The answer is simple: love My children.Care for them.Give yourself for them.What you do for them, you do for Me.Go, Amelia.Feed My sheep.”
I left large group that day feeling burdened with God’s Spirit, wondering what living out this command looks like in a practical manner.What does it look like?How am I to care for others?What skills and abilities do I have to contribute?Where do I fit in the grand scheme of things?How can I serve others with the gifts I have?As I meditated on my questions, God slowly revealed answers.I attended more seminars and large group sessions and began to receive smile answers.I could go into what those answers were, but that would end in lots of tangents.So I’ll start wrapping this up…
I went into Urbana feeling confident and ready.I left feeling the opposite–small, weak, and inadequate.There is so much to process.There’s so much I don’t know.Amid a big, dark world… I’m so small.So unsure.I’m leaving for England in less than a week and I don’t feel ready.I’m stepping into the vast unknown with a one-way ticket and have no idea what is in store.
The most terrifying thing is that I honestly don’t know if I’m ever coming back.At least, not permanently.
But maybe that’s the point.God isn’t looking for people who are ready.He’s not interested in how prepared I feel.He cares about my heart.He wants me in a position of weakness and humility, for it is then that I need Him most.At Urbana, He showed me that my prayers need to shift from “Where will I go?” to “Show me how to love others the way You love me”.
I don’t need to have all the answers.What I need is a heart for Christ.Like the woman in Matthew with her alabaster jar, I need to place myself under God’s authority.I need to relinquish control and let my story align with the beautiful story God is writing all across the globe, trusting that God knows what He is doing and that He will provide the next step.
I suppose the title of this post is a bit misleading.Yes, this is the story of how my life was impacted by attending Urbana.Additionally, it’s also the beginning of a new story–a story I don’t know the end to–a story in which I don’t hold the pen.There is still so far to go in the journey of cultivating a heart for others.But this is a start.
I’ve been holding on to this post for a while, unsure when to actually make my plans public. But this morning I woke up and thought, “Screw it. I’m putting it on the blog.”
I’m going back to England in January.
If you had told me a month ago that my next adventure is right around the corner, I don’t think I would have believed you. It’s been a whirlwind few weeks, watching my dreams solidify into something tangible.
A few weeks ago, I published a particularly depressing post where I vented about feeling directionless. I shared it on Facebook and, a few hours later, got a text from my aunt recommending a ministry called L’Abri.
What is L’Abri? It’s a ministry that integrates intellectual study with everyday life. Half of the time is spent studying theology and discussing hard questions in Christianity. The other half is spent contributing to everyday life in the form of everyday, practical tasks. It’s an open door for anyone wanting to stay. All you have to do is let them know you’re coming. There is a cost, but it’s not high.
I did some research and tucked L’Abri in the corner of my mind. Within the next week, it seemed to crop up everywhere… which made me stop in my tracks and begin to hope. As I curled up in bed at night, I imagined myself there, living in an old manor house, engaging intellectually with the faith that is the center point of my life. Once the idea took root, there was no stopping back.
I decided to send an email. It’s amazing how a single message can change your course. I inquired about their openings for their Spring term, never expecting them to say yes.
A week and a half later, here I am, L’Abri confirmation letter in one hand and a one-way ticket to Europe in the other. I’ll be crossing the pond a few days before my program begins to give myself time to recover from jet lag and wander the streets of London, my favorite city in the world. I’m going to buy my return ticket later, as I hope to do some traveling when my program is done. I’ve got a friend studying abroad in Berlin that I might visit and I don’t want to pass by an opportunity to visit my Austrian friends.
It’s hard to believe that this is my life.
There is so much to accomplish in the next month and a half, but for the first time in ages, I have direction. It’s a scary step, uprooting myself and moving across the globe all on my own. But it feels right. I’m torn between terror and wild excitement and couldn’t be more content.
I’ll end this with a fitting quote from my hero, J.K. Rowling.
My Facebook newsfeed today was filled with opinions this morning. This isn’t unusual, as I have friends on both sides of the political divide. I usually don’t like to engage in such things on social media. I don’t like to associate with a political party. Such things breed division and strife–so I keep my opinions to myself.
But in lieu of current events and the hate that has risen in their wake, I’m finding it hard to remain silent.
As I’ve been following the debates regarding the Syrian refugee crisis, I have been absolutely appalled by the response from Christians. My Facebook feed is filled with messages along the lines of “Close the boarders because we don’t want terrorists to get in”. I saw a comment that said, “I’m all for helping the refugees, I just don’t want to let them in.”
Or, in other words, “I’m all for helping people as long as it doesn’t impact my life.” “I’m all for taking care of the poor and needy, as long as my comfort isn’t threatened.”
This makes my blood boil.
What, then, is more valuable? Comfort or human life? The ease of the rich or the despair of the poor?
To make things clear, I understand the fear. The refugees are people who are very different from us. They look different, sound different, and follow a different religion. Differences are unknowns and unknowns are scary. And yes, there is a risk that the wrong people can get in. Is this a risk we are willing to take?
A couple of my friends posted links to a short piece on Relevant Magazine titled “What the Bible Says About How to Treat Refugees“. I recommend giving it a read, for it is very good. It is a list of verses with little commentary, letting the Bible speak for itself. These verses speak of loving the poor, caring for the needy, and putting the needs of others before your own. They talk about setting aside what is comfortable in favor of preserving human life.
I’d like to add a verse to the list. 1 John 4:18:
There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. (ESV)
Is allowing refugees into America worth it, despite the risk of letting terrorists in? Absolutely. Because perfect love, God’s love, casts out fear.
We, as Christians, are called to love the needy and care for the broken. It’s not an option. Loving one’s neighbor as ones self is not only a command, it’s the GREATEST command. So are we going to obey? Are we going to trust that, even though there are unknowns and even though we are afraid, God is in control?
I realize that I am addressing this from a Christian perspective and you may not share my worldview. This is okay. Biblical rhetoric aside, I think my questions are still valid because this is, ultimately, not only a Christian issue. It is a human issue. These refugees aren’t faceless, soulless drones. They may be different, but they are human beings with just as much right to life as I. They have the same capacity to love, to feel, to dream as you and I do.
Are we, Christians and non Christians alike, going to set aside our comfort, riches, and fears, and care for the refugees?
I honestly don’t know what this looks like in my life. As an American, I live a life of incredible privilege. There aren’t poor and homeless people lining up at my door. The refugees are on the other side of the world. But with privilege comes responsibility. If and when the time comes to take action, I hope that I am able to do what is RIGHT and not settle for what is EASY.
It’s a complicated issue. There are a thousand arguments and counterarguments that can be made. It can be discussed for hours on end. Your opinion and worldview may be different than mine, and that’s okay. I don’t mind. Differences are not something to be afraid of. They are our greatest strength.
But I’m tired of remaining silent. I’ve been given a voice and am choosing to use it. So this is me, adding my thoughts to the universe.
There are friends. And then there are friends like Jenny.
We met during my freshman year of college. Although we became acquaintances in the first month, I didn’t get to know her until spring semester. I was close (and still am) with her roommate, Julie. Because the shallow friendships with my floormates began to run their course, I took up the habit of visiting Julie’s dorm in Gay Hall. It’s then that I got to know Jenny. After a couple of weeks, it became evident that I was no longer crashing Gay to see Julie. I was all about hanging out with Jenny. We’ve been close ever since.
How do I even begin to describe Jenny?
She’s the kind of person you want by your side. She’s a wonderful listener and is always ready and able to give you encouragement. She’s smart, insightful, and notices details that often get glossed over. She’s incredibly funny and can drop puns like nobody’s business. She’s gifted in hospitality and an expert in how to make an excellent cup of coffee.
Most of all, though, she has an incredible heart for God. It’s been amazing watching Him turn her life around. When we met, she had her heart set on majoring in biology, running a nursing home, marrying a lumberjack and settling down with kids. Now, she’s a Morris grad (with an English degree) on the brink of moving to Japan to spend the next two years as a missionary.
Throughout college, I got to see Jenny’s faith grow and evolve. She had her own plans and dreams, but one day, God spoke to her. He said: “If I asked you to go, would you?” She said yes. The process of being called to a lifetime of missions wasn’t an easy one. Jenny had to let go of a lot. She had to face her struggles, her insecurities, her fears. She says it this way:
While I can hardly believe I felt this way initially anymore, at first I felt utterly dejected. Like I said, I had other plans for myself, filled with good things that I wanted to do in this world. I knew I was going to have to let those go. So I asked God, that if this was really what He wanted for me, to change my heart, to make every other possible career choice and plan for my life be completely unsatisfying and empty. Over the course of that year He did exactly that. Now there is hardly a thing that excites me more than active ministry and loving people. (Taken from one of her blog posts)
Although she graduated a year early, Jenny has been one of my solid rocks this school year. She’s been living at home, floating from job to job, and has always been available to talk. When I’m frustrated, I call Jenny. When I’m ecstatic, I call Jenny. When I just need someone to talk to, I call Jenny. With her, conversation flows from one subject to the next and, before I know it, hours have passed.
Yesterday, I saw Jenny in person for the last time. We went out for tea and, in true fashion, talked for hours. I intended on being home for dinner, but it wasn’t long before I realized that wasn’t going to happen. Why go home when I can be with Jenny one last time? In a couple of weeks, she’s off for at least two years teaching English in Japan.
It’s hard saying goodbye to someone who has had such a big impact on your life. But, with Jenny, it’s not as if this goodbye is forever. Even though we’ll be on the other sides of the planet, it’s not like we won’t talk. That’s the beauty of the internet. Yes, staying in touch is challenging and definitely takes work. But, with Jenny, it’ll happen.
If you’re interested in getting to know Jenny, following her adventures in Japan, and seeing what God does in her life, you can follow her blog, Go Bold. If you ask me, she’s worth paying attention to.
I mean, it’s something that we are called directly to do. Jesus says in Matthew 28:16 to “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations.” We’re encouraged to share our faith, to spread the good news, to be lights in the darkness of the world.
But in Christian circles, there’s a lot of guilting that goes on when it comes to evangelism. So often, I come from those talks feeling like, by not sharing my faith, I’m doing something wrong. And then I feel guilty. I feel like I should share my faith out of obligation and duty, not because I want to. So often, evangelism makes me extremely uncomfortable. In order to do it, I feel like I must have all the answers, like I have to start going up to my classmates, shoving Bibles in their faces, and taking them through the Romans Road. It makes me uncomfortable and inadequate. I feel pressured and that, if I don’t present the message well enough, I’ll be a failure. Sharing faith in these ways sounds just seems unpleasant. I don’t want to do it. But then I feel guilty for not wanting to do something God clearly asks of us.
The thing is, I genuinely want to share my faith. I want to tell people about the joy, the love, the security I have in Christ. But I don’t want to demean others and I’m afraid of being seen as the Bible-shoving stereotype.
At IVCF last night, an old classmate came and talked about the dreaded topic. What she said really hit home.
To summarize her message, she talked about talking about faith the same way we talk about things excited about. We don’t have to have a perfect message. The outcome of sharing our faith does not depend on us. We don’t have to worry about how we are received, because God is bigger than that. He can handle it. Instead of preaching to people, we should talk about Jesus as if He’s a real person. We shouldn’t spew off boring facts as if he’s merely a figure in a book. Instead, we need to be open and honest about what He’s like, what He says, what He does, and what it’s like to hang out with Him.
Boldness is key, but not to belittle. Not to condescend. Not to preach. We need to be bold in sharing our excitement about who He is and what He is doing in our lives. Because if we’re excited, then it will spread to the people around us.
The other thing that is key is trust. We need to trust that God is bigger than us. He’s bigger than us, bigger than our circumstances, bigger than our voices. We don’t have to defend Him. He can defend Himself. He knows what He is doing.
I’m not very good at sharing my faith. I really struggle with this. As previously stated, I’ve always felt this sense of obligation, that I should be doing more, saying more, preaching more–and this has always made me REALLY uncomfortable. But all this time, I’ve been thinking about it the wrong way. I don’t have to go out and do anything. I just have to be me. I simply have to live and not restrict my relationship with God to my personal life. I have to let the love I have for my savior, my best friend, my beloved show. I have to be open about Him–open about what He’s doing and willing to tell people about my excitement.
It’s encouraging to know that I don’t need to have it all together. More than anything, though, it’s wonderful to walk out of a faith-sharing talk without feeling guilty. For the first time ever, I actually feel good about being open about my faith. Which is incredibly freeing.
About a month ago, I wrote a post where I posed the question: What brings you life?
I’ve been thinking about the future a lot lately. I mean, with only a few months left of college, it’s to be expected. People keep asking me what’s next. I keep telling them I don’t know. Just now, though, I realized that I DO know.
I want to do something that brings me life. I don’t want a job to pay the bills. I want my work to be my passion. I want to feel a sense of fulfillment at the end of a week. I want to do something I love so much that I can’t imagine doing anything else.
I got lucky with college. During my final years of high school, I knew exactly what I wanted to major in. People ask me why I chose to be an English major and I answer them, “I’ve been an English major my entire life. I just didn’t know that is what it’s called until I got to college.” I didn’t chose English for the career track. I became an English major because it’s the only major I imagined myself pursuing. And, although there have been rough patches (I’m looking at you, Virginia Woolf class), my studies have spurred my passions and brought incredible life. But it’s not what I want to do forever.
I now stand at the brink of another crossroads. Where do I go after graduation? What should I do? The answer is clear: I need to find what brings me the most life and I need to do that every day until I die.
At this point, I have a good sense of what that is.
Above all else, my time here in Morris has taught me that, although English is something I love, it’s not something I want to do with my life. When I look back what stands out the most is spiritual growth and involvement in ministry. Over the past four years, God turned a quiet girl with her identity in a box into a confident, passionate leader. Being involved in IVCF, prayer ministry, Bible studies, and (of course) working at camp has done more for my career than any professor in any classroom. He’s given me a taste for service that leaves me longing for more. All I want to do is serve God with my life. I can’t imagine doing anything else.
I’ve realized lately that I feel the most fulfillment when I’m pouring into people. It’s my favorite thing. There’s nothing that brings me more joy than praying for others or meeting one-on-one and giving encouragement. I love taking the lessons I’ve learned and the things God has spoken to me and passing them on. It’s such an amazing experience, helping others draw closer to Him.
That, friends, is what I want to do every day for the rest of my life.
Now I just have to find someone willing to pay me to do it.
It’s always an honor when a fellow blogger nominates you and features your blog. The thing is… I’m terrible with awards. On the one hand, I think they’re fabulous and are a wonderful way to connect the WordPress community. On the other, they feel a bit like chain mail.
Recently, I’ve been nominated for a number of awards. So, instead of putting them off, I thought I’d respond to them in one big post. The thing is, though, I’m not going to pass the awards on. I know that it defeats the purpose, but the part of me that resists anything that feels like chain mail is simply too strong. (I mean, I even avoided doing the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge last spring, despite numerous nominations.)
A few months ago, Britta of It’s a Britta Bottle! nominated me for the Versatile Blogger Award. Part of the award involves sharing seven facts about yourself. Here goes:
1. I believe in the Loch Ness Monster.
2. During my junior year of high school, I held a lead role in a production of Disney’s High School Musical. (In case you were wondering, I played Taylor McKessie. Second to the left.)
3. I have read Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban over fifteen times. (Yes, I kept track and have since lost count.)
4. This past summer, I was in charge of the children’s programming for an international Ethiopian Church Conference in Minneapolis.
5. I have seen The Phantom of the Opera on the Broadway and West End stages, as well as a traveling production.
6. In high school, I wrote a novel length Harry Potter fan fic.
7. I spent my 21st birthday in Oxford and had my first drink at the Eagle in Child pub, where my literary heroes J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, and friends (also known as the Inklings) used to have their weekly writing group.
Yesterday, Akanksha of The World Past Me nominated me for the Liebster Award. Part of this award includes answering a number of given questions. Here are my answers toAkanksha’s fantastic questions:
1. What do you want from life?
I want a simple life doing something meaningful. I want to work in full-time ministry serving and building the Kingdom of God. I want to travel the world. Someday, I want to settle down with a husband that I love and raise a family.
2. What’s your secret fantasy?
To eat all the Nutella in the world and not gain weight.
3. What is your favorite color and why?
Green. Because it’s pretty.
4. If you could change into an animal anytime, what would it be and why?
I would become a beluga whale because every time I see one in real life, I become so full of joy that I nearly start hyperventilating. (Yes, I’m a weirdo.) I want my presence to bring joy to the lives of others. Also, beluga whales are adorable.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? Why/why not?
There are lots of kinds of love out there, each very complex and distinct. In a romantic sense, however, I do not believe in love at first sight. I think you can see someone and be incredibly attracted to them. But the kind of love that lifelong marriages are built upon takes time and commitment to foster. It can’t be captured in an instant.
6. What do you believe is humans’ greatest strength?
I think that one of our biggest strengths is our ability to create. There’s something about art, literature, and music that transcends words. Crafting beauty that moves and inspires is something that only we human beings are able to do. It’s absolutely incredible.
7. What’s the first thing that comes to your mind every morning when you wake up?
Usually, I think about Jesus. He’s my best friend. (I also do my daily devotions first thing, so He is naturally the first thing on my mind.)
8. A trip with your best friend or a brunch with good friends?
This is a tough one. I’m going to go with brunch with good friends. Why? As much as I love travel and as much as I love my best friend, we’d kill each other if we were in each other’s company for too long.
9. What’s your favorite book?
Les Misérables by Victor Hugo. The first time I read it unabridged, I didn’t know what to do with myself for a week. I felt like I had lost a very dear friend. Hugo has crafted a novel that captures the essence of the human existence. It never fails to move me.
10. If you could date one celebrity, who would it be and why?
Andrew Garfield. Because LOOK AT THIS MAN. (Although, in real life, I don’t think I’d ever want to date a celebrity. Too much publicity.)
So… that concludes my awards acceptance post! Thanks so much Britta and Akanksha for the nominations!
P.S. I’ve been nominated for the Liebster Award in the past, so do check out my previous answers!