I didn’t realize how exhausted I was until I arrived at L’Abri. For the past six months, I’ve been going so hard that I didn’t even notice that I’ve been functioning on empty for weeks. As I neared the end of my summer classes, when I thought about how I wanted to celebrate reaching the halfway point of my master’s degree, the only place I could think of was L’Abri. I’m drawn to this place in times of weariness; when the world is heavy, frustrating, and confusing. Here, in this little refuge overlooking the city of Rochester, I always find peace and rest. This weekend was no exception.
It’s been months since I’ve done any kind of life-update on my blog, so let me catch you up to speed on what’s been happening in Amelia-land. First, let me show you where I’m writing. Imagine yourself with me at this table, a mug of tea in hand, enjoying the golden hour as I ramble on.
I realize I’ve been neglecting my blog of late… So hey, let’s chat.
In September, I started my first semester of graduate school. I’m taking classes online through the University of Wisconsin Milwaukee to get a Masters in Library and Information Science. Going into it, I knew that grad school would be a challenge. But, of course, there’s a difference between knowing something intellectually and knowing it experientially. As someone who has half a semester under their belt, I can attest that grad school is HARD.
It’s not the work itself that is challenging. I mean, yeah, it’s hard. But it’s grad school. High standards are to be expected. For the most part, I think I’m keeping up just fine. I understand the coursework, participate in discussions with my classmates, and have pulled decent enough grades on my assignments thus far.
The most difficult part about grad school has been finding time to actually do the work and still maintain a shred of sanity. I’ve already had two emotional breakdowns this semester, which is two more than my entire career as an undergraduate.
Goodbye, free time. Hello, higher education.
Last week, I started grad school! I’m pursuing my Masters in Library and Information Science through the University of Wisconsin Milwaukee. My classes are all online, which enables me to do school while continuing to work full time.
All week, people in my life have been asking how it’s been so far. My reply has usually been a dubious expression and a weird, semi-coherent grunt. I knew that grad school would be a lot of work, but there’s intellectual knowledge and experiential knowledge. And, boy, am I learning experientially!
It’s not that my classes are anything I can’t handle. The workload is large, but definitely doable. The challenge is adjusting to new pressures and a new routine. Significant portions of my weekends and days off are now spent hunched over my laptop and pouring through textbooks.
As I learn to be a student remotely, I have to learn to be intentional about taking care of daily business. I’ve taken for granted having time to cook, shop, clean, do laundry, exercise, etc. I now have to think about when I’m going to get those things accomplished. Continue reading