On the Shelf: The Secret Diary of Lizzie Bennet

I’m currently plugging through the masterpiece that is The Silmarilion by J.R.R. Tolkien, but since I can only cover about twenty pages a day due to its density, I’ve been reading more YA on the side.

So, this week I’ll be discussing The Secret Diary of Lizzie Bennet… or the novelized version of the hit YouTube show, The Lizzie Bennet Diaries.

My Rating: 2 / 5 stars

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Summary: Twenty-four-year-old grad student Lizzie Bennet is saddled by student loan debt and still living at home along her two sisters – beautiful Jane and reckless Lydia. When she starts recording her reflections on life for her thesis project and posts them on YouTube, she has no idea The Lizzie Bennet Diaries will soon take on a life of their own, becoming an online sensation and turning the Bennet sisters into internet celebrities, seemingly overnight.
When rich, handsome Bing Lee comes to town, along with his stuck-up friend William Darcy, things really start to get interesting for the Bennets — and for Lizzie’s viewers. But not everything happens on-screen. Lucky for us, Lizzie has a secret diary.
The Secret Diary of Lizzie Bennet takes readers deep inside Lizzie’s world and well beyond the confines of her camera — from the wedding where she first meets William Darcy to the local hangout of Carter’s bar, and much more. Providing revealing details about the Bennet household, including Lizzie’s growing suspicions about her parents’ unstable financial situation and her sister’s budding relationship with Bing Lee; her anxieties about life after grad school, the perils of her unexpected fame; and her uncertainty over her future… and whom she wants to share it with.
Featuring plenty of fresh twists to delight fans and new readers alike, The Secret Diary of Lizzie Bennet expands on the web series phenomenon that captivated a generation and reimagines the Pride and Prejudice story like never before.

My Thoughts:

Honestly… I disliked this book.  Usually because of the writing style, YA novels suck me in.  This one left me flat on my face.  The thing is, I ADORE the YouTube series.  That’s why I went through the trouble of buying the book.  But, unfortunately, the book wasn’t worth it.

What I love about The Lizzie Bennet Diaries is that it takes a two hundred year old story that I’ve been reading and rereading since the age of thirteen and breathes new life into it.  I was an early viewer–catching wind of the series within its first ten episodes.  I remember agonizing over Mondays and Thursdays when new ones would be released.  I found myself hating Darcy, moaning over Wickham’s lies, and falling in love all over again.  It does incredible things with characters like Charlotte and Lydia who, in Austen’s original, get sidelined and written off.  The way the creators modernize key events and scenes is not only delightful, but believable.

The show took storytelling to a completely new platform–YouTube.  It broke remarkable ground, won an Emmy, and set the trend of adapting classic literature to web video format.  In short, I could gush about my love for LBD for hours.

Written upon the waves of the show’s success, the novelized version takes us behind the camera into Lizzie’s life.  We get to hear about things from her private perspective–learning insights and details that aren’t in the videos.  Although intriguing, the concept falls flat.

My main issue with the book is that it’s just not well written.  I’ve taken enough creative writing classes to know the old “Show, Don’t Tell” mantra like the back of my hand.  But seriously–whoever edited this novel needed to remind the writers of this basic tip.  The book was primarily Lizzie telling us things.  Yes, this is fitting for the diary format.  But it’s just not satisfying.  Scenes left me wanting more.  On-screen characters I adore fall completely flat on page.  They’re underdeveloped and unlikable.  I found myself picking up the book just to get it over with, not because I savored it.

You Will Like This Book If: You like fluffy YA love stories and Pride & Prejudice retellings

I Recommend: Skip the book.  Watch the web series.

On the Shelf: Persuasion by Jane Austen

It’s Tuesday.  Let’s talk Jane Austen.

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SummaryTwenty-seven-year old Anne Elliot is Austen’s most adult heroine. Eight years before the story properly begins, she is happily betrothed to a naval officer, Frederick Wentworth, but she precipitously breaks off the engagement when persuaded by her friend Lady Russell that such a match is unworthy. The breakup produces in Anne a deep and long-lasting regret. When later Wentworth returns from sea a rich and successful captain, he finds Anne’s family on the brink of financial ruin and his own sister a tenant in Kellynch Hall, the Elliot estate. All the tension of the novel revolves around one question: Will Anne and Wentworth be reunited in their love?

My Thoughts:

I read this for the first time several years ago and, honestly, wasn’t a big fan.  I found Anne boring and the plot slow.  Looking back, I think my impression was influenced strongly by the 1995 film adaptation, which I disliked.

Several years and a literature degree later, I picked Austen’s last completed novel for another go.  And, honestly, I can’t believe I ever disliked it.  I can’t even bring myself to rate the novel, I loved it so much.  This time through, I paid less attention to the love story and more to the social commentary and critique that Austen does so well.

Anne Elliot is a wonderful heroine.  Filled with intelligence, gentleness, and wisdom, she is surrounded by people who do not appreciate her.  A lady of high birth, her father and elder sister are vain and over-concerned with issues of status and appearance.  Her married sister is foolish, selfish, and hysterical and, though the neighboring Musgrove family are her good friends, their boisterous natures prevent them from paying Anne too much mind.  Instead of resenting always being shoved to the side and never getting the spotlight, Anne willingly steps aside, happy and content to soak in the friendship of others.  Her strength and constancy helps her make the most of every situation.

Eight years after being persuaded to break off an engagement with the dashing, Captain Wentworth, Anne finds herself once more in the company and social circle of her former love.  The problem is, Wentworth treats her with cool indifference and clearly hasn’t forgiven her for breaking his heart.  In the meantime, he spends his time pursuing Henrietta and Louisa Musgrove, determined to leave his history with Anne behind.  Anne, an intuitive and a careful observer, is forced to endure his dismissal and her still-roiling emotions in silence.  Of course, because she is almost universally taken for granted, no one bothers to probe beyond her surficial feelings and discover the truth.  She bears her pain regally, with grace and poise, accepting the consequence of her long-regretted decision.

I adore Anne for her meekness.  Being meek is often seen as a weakness–but I don’t think so.  I define meekness as strength under control.  Anne Elliot is an incredibly strong woman, but she holds it back.  I’m inspired by her ability to maintain her countenance while feeling severe emotional confusion and pain.  She is wise, gentle, and incredibly selfless.  She, above all, is most deserving of love, but also the most willing to sacrifice her needs for the good of others.  I honestly want to reach into the novel and smack all the characters until they learn to appreciate her.

Ultimately, Wentworth is able to overcome his resentment and is one of the few characters who sees Anne for the incredible woman that she is.

Persuasion is a novel about forgiveness.  It is a story about change, about pain, and about weathering hardships.  Often referred to as Austen’s most mature novel, it’s about remaining steadfast even when there is no hope.  It’s the kind of novel that gets better as you grow older.  I’m sure that, the next time I read it, I’ll notice something new, something deeper, and fall a little more in love.

It’s been a few years since I’ve read Austen.  I had her entire collection finished by the time I graduated high school, but revisiting her works post-college has enabled me to appreciate her in an entirely new light.  Yes, her love stories are timeless and splendid.  But Austen is so much more than that.  She’s got an incredible eye for social critique through her characters.  Heroines and their beaus aside, the background characters are really where the flavoring is.  Through the various individuals, Austen is able to point out absurdities and contradictions regarding social class and decorum.  She is scathing to Anne’s father and elder sister for their pompous vanity and disregard for those beneath them.  She paints the complex relationship between love and irritation through Mary, her unintentionally selfish, hysterical younger sister.  Through the Musgroves, she shows that good character often outshines minor failures and Lady Russell shows that advice, no matter how well-intentioned, should not always be listened to.

Most people would love to meet their favorite authors, but I don’t think I’d want to know Jane Austen.  I’d probably end up as a character in her book.  Knowing my luck, I’d probably be an endearing cat lady.

Favorite Quote:

“I do not think I ever opened a book in my life which had not something to say upon woman’s inconstancy. Songs and proverbs, all talk of woman’s fickleness. But perhaps you will say, these were all written by men.” (Captain Harville)

“Perhaps I shall. Yes, yes, if you please, no reference to examples in books. Men have had every advantage of us in telling their own story. Education has been theirs in so much higher a degree; the pen has been in their hands. I will not allow books to prove anything.” (Anne)

Check out a fan-made trailer for the 2007 movie.  The quality isn’t great, but that aside, it does a great job of highlighting the adaptation.

See you next week for another book talk!

Weekend Wrap-Up

It’s only when you work full-time that you realize how absolutely splendid weekends are.  Despite it being rainy most of the past couple days, I’ve had some special moments.  Pajamas till noon, long bike rides, time with family.  Here’s a big conglomeration of it all.

Part I

Yesterday, I opened my copy of Persuasion by Jane Austen to find a wonderful surprise.  I bought it months ago at a thrift store and within the pages was a stack of photos that I can only assume belong to the book’s previous owner.  Most of the photos are of a bunch of young kids hanging out in summer.  Printing notes on the back tell me that they are from 2008.  It’s really special, finding photos that meant something to someone.

Who are these kids?

Which one owned the book?

Where are they now?

Do they still remember the good times they had together?

It’s a special thing, getting a glimpse into someone else’s memories.


On another note, I hope to be discussing Persuasion in a few weeks during my weekly On the Shelf post.  I’ve got something else planned for this week, but Austen is coming!

Part II

I donated to my first Kickstarter campaign!  I’ve been trying to get better at financial giving and, instead of supporting a charity or ministry, I put my money to support one of my favorite bands.  Jenny & Tyler are a folksy husband/wife duo who sing lots of love sings and have a passion for social justice.  I saw them live in concert in October and loved every minute of it.  You can check out their music on YouTube and, if you like what you hear, donate to their Kickstarter campaign!  They’ll be using the money to fund a couple new albums and a tour!

Part III

I’m hoping to paint these tonight!  If I don’t get to them, I’ll for-sure paint them sometime this week.  I’m REALLY excited to see how the mermaid turns out.

Photo on 5-17-15 at 8.54 PM #5
(Sorry for the crappy photo quality… I had to use my computer’s camera ’cause uploading from my phone wasn’t working.)

Part IV

I made the poor decision to go into Goodwill and Half Price Books this afternoon, which means unnecessarily buying books I won’t get to reading for three years.  Still, I managed to snag an autographed copy of Sarah Dessen’s new book Saint Anything!!!  It’s been a LONG while since I’ve read any of Dessen’s work, but I was a big fan in high school.  This book was ridiculously overpriced, even for a discount store, but I can now display it next to my other autographed books.  (I’d like to note that this collection includes a first-edition, signed copy of The Fault in Our Stars.)

Part V

I got to see Pitch Perfect 2 on Friday.  It was pretty crude at points and didn’t have the most original plot, but I can’t remember the last time I laughed that hard.

That’s it for my wrap-up.  Did you do anything fun this weekend?

Friday Favorites Innagural

I’ve been meaning to do a “Friday Favorites” section for AGES.  But life, like it always does, keeps preventing it from happening.  On a Thursday afternoon, I’ll remind myself to come up with something… only to forget.  Or, I’ll think of it on Monday… which is not very helpful.  Now, though.  Now I’m going to make it happen.

Without further ado, here are my Friday Favorites!

This drink:

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For only 99¢, Peace tea is a worthwhile investment.  It’s basically what I survived on sophomore year.  (Dining dollars well spent?  I think, yes.)  I managed to wean myself off of them after a while, but still pick one up every once in a while when I’m out grocery shopping.  My favorite is the Razzleberry, but I recently discovered the blue Sno Berry flavor, which is also fabulous.


This book:


I just finished reading Mrs. Dalloway for the second time this week.  It is a breathtaking portrait of a day in London after World War I.  Having spent time in the city, I felt like I was right there–standing in a crowd outside Buckingham Palace, cruising up the Strand atop a bus, crossing Victoria Street… “What a lark!  What a plunge!”  How Woolf manages to capture all the beauties and complexities of a single day astounds me.  I could ramble on and on about all the aspects of the book that I love, but I’ll let you discover those for yourself.  Still…  I could read this novel once a year for the rest of my life and still not fully comprehend all of its elements.

This city:

Bath, England.  They just don’t make cities like these in America.  The lovely Georgian architecture, stunning cathedrals, old bridges, and ancient Roman bath houses… it’s like walking backwards into history.  Because it’s a World Heritage site, it looks pretty much the same now as it did in the 1700’s.  Plus, Jane Austen lived here… which is pretty much fabulous.

This song:

I want to do is hop in my car with all my friends and sing at the top of my lungs.  It’s all I’ve been listening to for the past week.