In past Tis the Seasons, I’ve shared many, many holiday stories: family traditions, interesting historical tidbits, heartfelt sentiments, favorite songs, and so on. When faced with writing a post this year, though, writers block hit and it hit HARD. I had lots of ideas, from sharing new memories to fleshing out older stories, but every time I sat down to write, I ended up staring at a blank page. The words just wouldn’t come.
Then, I got thinking about what my friend Rachel said in her post earlier this week about Christmas being a time of light in the darkness and hope when all feels lost. The more I thought about it, the more it felt right. Light in the darkness… what a timely message.
We live in days of darkness, days of sorrow, days of pain, days of disappointment. It’s been a rough year for so many both here in America and abroad. We live in days of horrific war, days of the displacement and death of innocents, days of bombs and destruction. We live in days of intolerance, of cruelty, of fear. We live in days where people are massacred and ostracized for their beliefs, for their cultural heritage, for their orientation, and for their gender. We live in days of doubt and days of deep insecurity where truth and trust cease to exist. Continue reading →
Last week, I had the opportunity to attend InterVarsity’s trip annual Urbana Conference.For five days, St. Louis, Missouri, was invaded by 16,000 college students and adults seeking to learn about world missions.This year’s conference was themed around one very important question: What story will you tell?
As a writer and avid reader, stories fuel my everyday life.I breathe them in, soaking in the perspectives of others.I breathe them out, letting my own experiences take shape through words.Throughout the week, we heard countless stories from around the world.We heard from indigenous people in the Pacific Island, refugees in Jordan, college students in Mexico.We heard from the persecuted church in the Middle East–the stories of men and women imprisoned for their faith.We heard the stories of our black American brothers and sisters, whose voices have been long silenced by racism and inequality.
We didn’t just hear their stories.We entered into them.Multicultural worship is a challenging, humbling experience.It was uncomfortable at times.We fumbled our way through Arabic, Korean, Hawaiian, and Swahili, to name a few of the languages.My mouth stumbled over the strange words and sounds.Even though it was different and awkward at points, entering into the songs of brothers and sisters from around the world gave me a larger picture of the Kingdom of God.The Kingdom is for everyone, for every tribe, tongue, and nation.I got to experience what that looks like at Urbana.
As a writer attending a conference centered around stories, I can’t merely describe what went on.I need to take up the pen and join in, adding my words.
I suppose my Urbana story starts with answering a question: Why missions?
My whole life, I’ve felt very drawn to Europe.Growing up, I remember reading about far-away places and having this sense of urgency.I couldn’t explain it, but I needed to go there.I needed to see these places with my own eyes.I needed to walk the streets and see the faces of the people who lived there.In 2013, I spent a semester studying abroad in London, England.During my three and a half months there, I traveled a great deal.Finally, I could see and experience the places I’ve been dreaming about my whole life.Along the way, I learned a great deal.I learned that the world is a dark, empty place, and that even though Europe is largely comprised of first-world nations, there are people who desperately need the light and love of Jesus.
Upon returning to school in the United States, it was a matter of months before I felt the need rise up in me again.I had been thinking and praying about going into ministry for a while, but my thoughts and prayers began to turn overseas.“What if,” I asked myself, “feeling drawn to Europe isn’t just me wanting to travel?What if God wired me with this desire, growing it with time, into a calling?”
Eager to dedicate my life to God, I embraced the calling.He wants me to go to Europe?I’m all in.But so much remained uncertain.Where would I go?What would I do there?Who would I serve?How would I find the money?What does the missions field even look like?
Attending the largest student missions conference in the world seemed like the logical place to answer these questions.Last week, I arrived in St. Louis, willing to go, wanting to serve, ready for God to point the way.What I didn’t realize was that, although I was intellectually ready to take the plunge, my heart had a long way to go.
Let me pause here for a moment.You should know that, although I feel very deeply, I’m not what one would call an emotional person.I rarely cry.I’m not very touchy-feely.Emotional things don’t seem to impact me like they do others.It’s as if my heart is sealed behind a series of walls and gates.Within these walls, I feel very deeply and these feelings guide the majority of the large decisions I make.But my heart and mind don’t often connect.It takes time for the right keys to get into the right doors.
When one enters into service for the Kingdom of God, it is important for their heart and mind to align.
Going into Urbana, mine did not.My brain was ready.But, frankly, my heart didn’t actually care about the people I was supposed to be going out into the world to serve.Of course,I didn’t realize any of this until after the fact.More on that later.
The first half of the conference was extremely affirming.To share a bit of my testimony, I grew up in a highly politicized church where one was treated differently if they held a different perspective.My experience with the American Evangelical church is that it places certain values over others.College was a wonderful time of exploring other worldview and perspectives.However, I’ve been living at home for the past nine months.Being back in this highly Republican community has me wondering if my family is crazy for caring about things like racial equality, LGBTQ rights, showing kindness to refugees, affirming women as leaders in the church, etc.Through speakers and seminars at Urbana, God affirmed that we are not crazy and that we are not the only ones thinking about these issues.He cares about them too.
As awesome as this affirmation was, I felt like something was missing.“I’m at the largest student missions conference in the world”, I thought.“Surely God brought me here to do more than affirm my perspective.”
I was right.
On Tuesday night, the large group session was dedicated to the persecuted church.Individuals, often unnamed and unseen, told their stories of being imprisoned and tortured for their faith.They talked about God empowering them to love their captors even in the darkest hours of their lives.We then were given time and space to pray for the church.Banners with different countries were raised and we could gather beneath them, praying for each nation.
It was a powerful night–16,000 people lifting their voices in prayer.As I knelt on the hard concrete praying for Kenya, I felt God’s Spirit rising in me.As I prayed, my words intangible even to me, I felt the keys to my heart unlock–The layers pulled back.Finally, the deep desires of my heart were accessible and in the open.
“Lord, I want to go,” I prayed.“I want to go.I want to go.I want to go.”It was a prayer of frustration.I came to Urbana hoping to find direction from God that would empower me to take the next step.Where was my direction?Where were my answers?As the dust from my prayer settled, I felt God’s voice: Not yet, Amelia.Wait.
I was confused.“What do you mean I have to wait?” I asked God.“I’m ready!” But, up until that point, I was ready with my mind.But my heart was sorely lacking.That night, God opened the floodgates to my heart and prepared me to not only hear His voice in my mind, but in my spirit.
If I had to describe Wednesday in one word, I would say it was humbling.With my newly opened heart, I came repeatedly before the Lord and listened to the words He had for me… These words were not comforting.
That morning, our passage in Bible study was the end of Matthew 25, where Jesus divides the sheep from the goats and says, “Whatever you did for the least of these brothers and sisters, you did for me”.As a large group, we studied the intricacies and implications of the passage deeply.I emerged with the sense that, despite my readiness to go abroad, I hadn’t given much thought to the people I’d actually be serving.I realized that when it came to serving others, I didn’t know how.
One of Wednesday’s speakers was David Platt, pastor and author of the books Radical and Follow Me.His books were the catalysts of my decision to go into ministry.I read them during a very spiritually challenging season and they pushed my desire to serve God with my life.It was incredible hearing Platt speak.The power, authority, and incredible love of God is so present in his voice and words.He talked about the woman in Matthew 26 who pours a very expensive jar of perfume on Jesus’ head as an act of love and submission.
Platt’s words cut me like knives.One statement hit my spirit like a ton of bricks:
I see myself in that statement.Here I was, trying to figure out how to get going when my heart and spirit had completely forgotten why I’m called to go in the first place.In my ambitions to go abroad, I lost my heart for Christ.Platt went on to say, “Missions is not meant to be your life.Christ is your life.Jesus is worth losing everything for.”
These words are so simple and straightforward, but my heart forgot.I forgot what it feels like, what it means to love Jesus unconditionally.My spirit churned and I felt God’s voice rising again, with words that were not comfortable:“Amelia, how can you go into the world and represent My Kingdom if you love yourself more than you love Me?You want to serve me, but don’t know how.The answer is simple: love My children.Care for them.Give yourself for them.What you do for them, you do for Me.Go, Amelia.Feed My sheep.”
I left large group that day feeling burdened with God’s Spirit, wondering what living out this command looks like in a practical manner.What does it look like?How am I to care for others?What skills and abilities do I have to contribute?Where do I fit in the grand scheme of things?How can I serve others with the gifts I have?As I meditated on my questions, God slowly revealed answers.I attended more seminars and large group sessions and began to receive smile answers.I could go into what those answers were, but that would end in lots of tangents.So I’ll start wrapping this up…
I went into Urbana feeling confident and ready.I left feeling the opposite–small, weak, and inadequate.There is so much to process.There’s so much I don’t know.Amid a big, dark world… I’m so small.So unsure.I’m leaving for England in less than a week and I don’t feel ready.I’m stepping into the vast unknown with a one-way ticket and have no idea what is in store.
The most terrifying thing is that I honestly don’t know if I’m ever coming back.At least, not permanently.
But maybe that’s the point.God isn’t looking for people who are ready.He’s not interested in how prepared I feel.He cares about my heart.He wants me in a position of weakness and humility, for it is then that I need Him most.At Urbana, He showed me that my prayers need to shift from “Where will I go?” to “Show me how to love others the way You love me”.
I don’t need to have all the answers.What I need is a heart for Christ.Like the woman in Matthew with her alabaster jar, I need to place myself under God’s authority.I need to relinquish control and let my story align with the beautiful story God is writing all across the globe, trusting that God knows what He is doing and that He will provide the next step.
I suppose the title of this post is a bit misleading.Yes, this is the story of how my life was impacted by attending Urbana.Additionally, it’s also the beginning of a new story–a story I don’t know the end to–a story in which I don’t hold the pen.There is still so far to go in the journey of cultivating a heart for others.But this is a start.
I mean, it’s something that we are called directly to do. Jesus says in Matthew 28:16 to “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations.” We’re encouraged to share our faith, to spread the good news, to be lights in the darkness of the world.
But in Christian circles, there’s a lot of guilting that goes on when it comes to evangelism. So often, I come from those talks feeling like, by not sharing my faith, I’m doing something wrong. And then I feel guilty. I feel like I should share my faith out of obligation and duty, not because I want to. So often, evangelism makes me extremely uncomfortable. In order to do it, I feel like I must have all the answers, like I have to start going up to my classmates, shoving Bibles in their faces, and taking them through the Romans Road. It makes me uncomfortable and inadequate. I feel pressured and that, if I don’t present the message well enough, I’ll be a failure. Sharing faith in these ways sounds just seems unpleasant. I don’t want to do it. But then I feel guilty for not wanting to do something God clearly asks of us.
The thing is, I genuinely want to share my faith. I want to tell people about the joy, the love, the security I have in Christ. But I don’t want to demean others and I’m afraid of being seen as the Bible-shoving stereotype.
At IVCF last night, an old classmate came and talked about the dreaded topic. What she said really hit home.
To summarize her message, she talked about talking about faith the same way we talk about things excited about. We don’t have to have a perfect message. The outcome of sharing our faith does not depend on us. We don’t have to worry about how we are received, because God is bigger than that. He can handle it. Instead of preaching to people, we should talk about Jesus as if He’s a real person. We shouldn’t spew off boring facts as if he’s merely a figure in a book. Instead, we need to be open and honest about what He’s like, what He says, what He does, and what it’s like to hang out with Him.
Boldness is key, but not to belittle. Not to condescend. Not to preach. We need to be bold in sharing our excitement about who He is and what He is doing in our lives. Because if we’re excited, then it will spread to the people around us.
The other thing that is key is trust. We need to trust that God is bigger than us. He’s bigger than us, bigger than our circumstances, bigger than our voices. We don’t have to defend Him. He can defend Himself. He knows what He is doing.
I’m not very good at sharing my faith. I really struggle with this. As previously stated, I’ve always felt this sense of obligation, that I should be doing more, saying more, preaching more–and this has always made me REALLY uncomfortable. But all this time, I’ve been thinking about it the wrong way. I don’t have to go out and do anything. I just have to be me. I simply have to live and not restrict my relationship with God to my personal life. I have to let the love I have for my savior, my best friend, my beloved show. I have to be open about Him–open about what He’s doing and willing to tell people about my excitement.
It’s encouraging to know that I don’t need to have it all together. More than anything, though, it’s wonderful to walk out of a faith-sharing talk without feeling guilty. For the first time ever, I actually feel good about being open about my faith. Which is incredibly freeing.
It’s always an honor when a fellow blogger nominates you and features your blog. The thing is… I’m terrible with awards. On the one hand, I think they’re fabulous and are a wonderful way to connect the WordPress community. On the other, they feel a bit like chain mail.
Recently, I’ve been nominated for a number of awards. So, instead of putting them off, I thought I’d respond to them in one big post. The thing is, though, I’m not going to pass the awards on. I know that it defeats the purpose, but the part of me that resists anything that feels like chain mail is simply too strong. (I mean, I even avoided doing the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge last spring, despite numerous nominations.)
A few months ago, Britta of It’s a Britta Bottle! nominated me for the Versatile Blogger Award. Part of the award involves sharing seven facts about yourself. Here goes:
1. I believe in the Loch Ness Monster.
2. During my junior year of high school, I held a lead role in a production of Disney’s High School Musical. (In case you were wondering, I played Taylor McKessie. Second to the left.)
3. I have read Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban over fifteen times. (Yes, I kept track and have since lost count.)
4. This past summer, I was in charge of the children’s programming for an international Ethiopian Church Conference in Minneapolis.
5. I have seen The Phantom of the Opera on the Broadway and West End stages, as well as a traveling production.
6. In high school, I wrote a novel length Harry Potter fan fic.
7. I spent my 21st birthday in Oxford and had my first drink at the Eagle in Child pub, where my literary heroes J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, and friends (also known as the Inklings) used to have their weekly writing group.
Yesterday, Akanksha of The World Past Me nominated me for the Liebster Award. Part of this award includes answering a number of given questions. Here are my answers toAkanksha’s fantastic questions:
1. What do you want from life?
I want a simple life doing something meaningful. I want to work in full-time ministry serving and building the Kingdom of God. I want to travel the world. Someday, I want to settle down with a husband that I love and raise a family.
2. What’s your secret fantasy?
To eat all the Nutella in the world and not gain weight.
3. What is your favorite color and why?
Green. Because it’s pretty.
4. If you could change into an animal anytime, what would it be and why?
I would become a beluga whale because every time I see one in real life, I become so full of joy that I nearly start hyperventilating. (Yes, I’m a weirdo.) I want my presence to bring joy to the lives of others. Also, beluga whales are adorable.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? Why/why not?
There are lots of kinds of love out there, each very complex and distinct. In a romantic sense, however, I do not believe in love at first sight. I think you can see someone and be incredibly attracted to them. But the kind of love that lifelong marriages are built upon takes time and commitment to foster. It can’t be captured in an instant.
6. What do you believe is humans’ greatest strength?
I think that one of our biggest strengths is our ability to create. There’s something about art, literature, and music that transcends words. Crafting beauty that moves and inspires is something that only we human beings are able to do. It’s absolutely incredible.
7. What’s the first thing that comes to your mind every morning when you wake up?
Usually, I think about Jesus. He’s my best friend. (I also do my daily devotions first thing, so He is naturally the first thing on my mind.)
8. A trip with your best friend or a brunch with good friends?
This is a tough one. I’m going to go with brunch with good friends. Why? As much as I love travel and as much as I love my best friend, we’d kill each other if we were in each other’s company for too long.
9. What’s your favorite book?
Les Misérables by Victor Hugo. The first time I read it unabridged, I didn’t know what to do with myself for a week. I felt like I had lost a very dear friend. Hugo has crafted a novel that captures the essence of the human existence. It never fails to move me.
10. If you could date one celebrity, who would it be and why?
Andrew Garfield. Because LOOK AT THIS MAN. (Although, in real life, I don’t think I’d ever want to date a celebrity. Too much publicity.)
So… that concludes my awards acceptance post! Thanks so much Britta and Akanksha for the nominations!
P.S. I’ve been nominated for the Liebster Award in the past, so do check out my previous answers!
We’ve come to the final day of Tis the Season. It’s Christmas Eve, my favorite day of the year. But instead of decorating cookies with my younger brother, I’m sitting here pondering the meaning of Christmas.
(As I wrote that last sentence, I could hear Sam from the next room go, “How ‘come Amelia’s not helping?” I really should be helping. Sam’s decorating takes a violent turn if left alone for too long. We’ve had a number of bloody snowmen cookies over the years.)
Christmas is many things. It’s a time for family and friends. It’s a time for giving. It’s a time for laughter, for memories, for nostalgia. More than any of those things, though, it’s a time for JOY.
For the past few weeks, I’ve been thinking about happiness and joy. At first, the two words appear synonymous. Dictionaries will tell you that they’re the same. But I disagree. Happiness great, but it is fleeting. It’s a state of mind, something that you feel for one moment and then is gone the next. I can chase happiness and something still falls short. The thing about joy, though, is that it runs deep. It sinks into the soul. Down in the core of who I am is a small, indistinguishable flame. When the metaphorical storms of life hit and everything seems to fall apart, joy remains. It is steadfast, unshakable.
Where does this joy come from? Easy. It comes from knowing and being known by God. When it comes down to it, that’s what this holiday is all about.
The creator of the universe, the almighty God entered into His creation as one of His created. He was born not to the wealth, glory, and splendor He deserves, but is born of a peasant in a barn. He grew up poor and even during the three years He spent teaching, healing, and performing miracles, He was hated and despised by the very people He created. By the very nature of who Jesus is, He deserves honor and praise. But by the people He created, the ones He came to redeem, He received slander, torture, and death.
Despite everything, He still loves us. He still wants us. It doesn’t matter how broken we are, He is right there with open arms. He not only provided salvation from our sins, but adopted us as His children. He wants to know us and be known by Him. He doesn’t just want us to know things about Him, to live a life of empty religion, but wants us to know who He is, His character, and His love. It’s intimate, it’s deep, it’s rich… and there for free even though we deserve none of it. Woah.
This beautiful intimacy of what we celebrate on Christmas is the essence of JOY.
Peter sums it up perfectly: “Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy…” (1 Peter 1:8-9)
One of the most popular Christmas songs out there is “Joy to the World”. Growing up, I never thought much about the words. This year, though, they resonated in my heart. Although they’re associated with the first coming of Jesus, they’re actually about the second. The words speak of the immense joy that we will have when all is finished and we can physically be with Him once more. The joy is so great that Heaven and Nature sings–even the rocks cannot help but cry out in adoration.
What better way to end Tis the Season than with inexpressible, glorious, inexhaustible, steadfast JOY?
It drove me insane when girls I knew got married straight out of college, had babies, and settled down to be stay-at-home moms who homeschooled their kids. I vowed never to become that woman.
I was determined to go to a academically prominant college, earn a degree, and begin an illustrious career. I wanted to do things with my life–I wanted to go places, to meet people, to gain prestige and success.
Although I’ve always maintained high academic standards, my freshman year of college is when everything began to change. That year, I found myself pursuing my Christian faith more than anything else in my life. As the years have gone by, my eyes have gradually shifted from my ambitions to the sheer joy of knowing Christ.
My relationship with Jesus Christ has taken over my life. Every part of who I am has been affected. My friendships, relationships, on-campus involvement, grades, and even what i want to do with my life has changed dramatically from freshman to senior year. Everything else in life is meaningless compared to knowing and being known by Him. His love is incredible.
When I came into this school year, I dreaded everything. I wrote several posts (Looking ahead and Return to School) expressing my dissatisfaction. I think the reason I was so apprehensive was because last year was incredibly challenging. I spent half the year across the world from everyone I loved and the other half learning that, because of my time abroad, I no longer fit with the people I loved in the same way. It was a year of learning, a year of lonliness, a year of great frustration. Part of me was scared that this year would be the same.
But the thing is, God is good. He sees me and knows me. He understands where I was at and knew exactly how to provide for me. No, He didn’t bring me close friends to replace the ones I have lost. But He gave me more of Himself. People cannot fill the needs of my soul, but He can. Not only does He fill me, love me, and provide for me, but He wants to be known by me. He desires intimacy with me, deep closeness. And, as I’ve responded to that over the past few months, I find myself falling more and more in love with Him. There’s a line in a Christmas song that goes, “Hearts unfurl like flowers before Thee / opening to the sun above”. That’s me. And oh, it’s so beautiful.
Not only has God been providing for me personally, He brought me to an incredible Bible study where I am challenged like I haven’t been in years. There are times when I feel like I know everything there is to know about God, faith, and the Bible. But through this Bible study, God has been teaching me to let go of everything I think I know and know Him. Every week, I walk away with a new insight on His goodness and am left breathless. It’s been so, so wonderful and my entire faith mindset has shifted dramatically.
It’s scary, letting go of yourself and trusting something you do not see. But, oh my goodness, it’s beautiful. There’s nothing like it in the world. The greatest pleasures in life pale in comparison to the goodness of knowing God.
In the book of Philippians, Paul has similar words:
“But whatever gain I had, I counted it as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that comes by faith.” Philippians 3:7-9
I’m not quite to the level of Paul yet. I haven’t dropped every material thing, nor have I experienced any great suffering. But the spirit behind the verses, the same deep longing and affection for Christ resonates in my heart.
I realize this is a bit different from my usual posts, but the need to express these things in words have been bubbling up in my heart for quite a while. Here they finally are.
Saying goodbye to places that shaped you into who you are is hard.
But, ultimately, a place is just a place. And you can always go back and visit. No, things won’t be the same. The faces will be different. People may no longer know your name. But that’s okay. In years to come, retrace the old routes and watch the ghosts of the best summers of your life play out. People get thrown in the lake, cups are popped in the dining hall, and kids continue to draw closer to Jesus.
The past three years, being on staff at Camp Shamineau has completely altered who I am. I went in year one as a counselor, scared to death, no idea what I was doing, and didn’t know a soul. Summer after summer, God taught me lessons of His imesurable love, strength, and faithfulness. I entered a shy, quiet girl who had her identity in a narrow little box. And now I leave a confident leader, ready to go out into the world and serve God with my life.
Shamineau, you will always have a place in my heart. The memories I have at camp are ones I will carry dearly for the rest of my life. The friendships I’ve forged on staff are some of the most meaningful I have ever known. My fellow staff members have always accepted me as I am, flaws and oddities in all, and I’m forever grateful. What a joy it is to serve the Lord alongside such passionate, loving people! What an honor to call them my brothers and sisters! What a blessing to know that, even though our paths may not cross again, we will be united again with Christ in just a short time.
Shaminknights, if you’re reading this… Thank you. Thank you for your service. Thank you for your love. Thank you for your passion. Thank you for continually inspiring me to seek Christ first. I love you all so dearly. You are incredible, and I cannot wait to see where God takes you!
Every summer, God does something significant in my life. This year was no exception. He surprised me constantly–closing doors I thought were wide open–and giving me incredible peace throughout the process. I learned that, no matter what, He is more than enough to sustain all my needs. In addition, I grew into a leader. I learned how to manage people, how to make things happen when need be, and how to do so while leaning on God. I learned not to drive suburbans, that craft rooms stress me out, and that it is possible to become Queen of bouncy castles. I learned that leaders are often isolated, and that people often don’t notice all that they accomplish. And God showed me that the only recognition I needed was from Him.
I’ll conclude with the theme verse of the summer, which is one I have been meditating on these past three months.
“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us,fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.” Hebrews 12:1-2
As much as I’d like to return, God has made it pretty clear to me that my time at Shamineau has come to an end. There will be no next summer. And, although it breaks my heart to say goodbye, I’m ready for what is next. God used these summers to prepare me for greater things. As I return to my final year of college, I eagerly await the plans He has in store for me. So, with my eyes fixed on Him, it’s time to run that race.
I like to stay on the move. It’s just no fun staying in one place for too long. After a couple of days of recovery from my Boston trip, I packed my bags once more and hit the road. Destination: Camp Shamineau, one of my favorite places on the planet. It’s my third year on staff and this year, I move from counselor to program staff. My technical title is Day Camp Director. After a few weeks of training, I will be spending the next couple months leading day camps around the state of Minnesota. Every week I will be given a team of high school and collegiate staff and we will be sent to a church to run camp. I’ll miss working directly with kids, and I’ll definitely miss being part of the goings on at main camp (games, friends, getting thrown in the lake, etc.) But this a brand new experience, and I’m up for the challenge!
I arrived yesterday and, right away, we got to work inventing skits, learning the layout of storage spaces, driving camp vehicles, and getting everything prepared for this weekend’s retreat. It’s Memorial Day Family Camp and we’re understaffed–only this year’s Program, the past year’s Interns, and a couple of volunteers are here. Last night, we were working until one in the morning! It’s exhausting, the camp life, but so incredibly worth it. We get to hang out with kids and spread the love of Jesus Christ! What better summer is there?
So, stay tuned for more camp adventures! Posts may be infrequent at first, but since I’ll be in host families most of the summer, I should be able to write frequently.