A New Years post at the end of January? Amelia, shouldn’t you have posted this weeks ago? Yes, yes I should have. However, life, school, and laziness has kept me away from my blog. Better late than never, right?
My second semester of graduate school is underway and I’m sitting here wondering, WHERE did my winter break go?! And why didn’t I do any writing during my time off?!
Since I’ve been hard-core neglecting my blog, here’s a brief recap of things in Amelia land:
I finished my first semester of grad school just before the holidays and managed straight A’s!
The holidays were a busy, but wonderful time with family
I applied and interviewed for a librarian position within my current system that is much closer to where I live, but didn’t get it. When the choice is between you and a former library director with 30 years of experience, there’s not much of a choice. But, since breaking the bad news to me, my supervisor has asked me to be on a number of new committees, which is exciting!
I read a ridiculous amount of books
I spent a wonderful weekend at a friend’s cabin in northern Wisconsin
I’m about two weeks into my European adventure… and boy, is it going fast. It feels like yesterday that I was preparing to leave L’Abri and now I’ve been to Scotland, Holland, and Germany. There are so many posts I want to write, but every time I sit down, I’m too exhausted to find the words.
(On a side note, if you want more frequent updates, I post photos regularly on Instagram. My username is ameliab648. I keep my account private, so send a request.)
Maybe some day, I’ll tell you about the two days I spent in Utrecht with my Dutch friends, Jorijn and Petra. Maybe someday, I’ll tell you about wandering the beautiful town of Heidelberg, Germany. Maybe someday, I’ll tell you about all the footage I’m taking on my phone for videography projects.
Today, though, I’ll tell you that traveling alone is hard, but it’s not as bad as I thought it would be. After months surrounded by people all the time, it is sometimes comforting to be alone. Sometimes, though, it’s not. It’s lonely and, at points, I long for someone to share my adventures with. Often times, I’ll go a full day without having a single conversation. When I come to stretches of my journey where I’m staying with people, I find it hard to stop talking. All the words that have been building rush out.
So far, I have only had one emotional meltdown and that was because I forgot to take care of my basic needs. When you haven’t eaten or slept for a long time, your body tends to shut down. In order to pay for all the museums and castles (and ensure that I’ll still have money when I get home) I’m keeping myself on a tight budget, so most of my meals have been supermarket food–sandwiches, yogurt, bananas, salad, nuts. It’s healthy food and keeps me going. I do like to splurge once in every country to try an authentic meal.
I’ve learned that half the battle is the hostel. When living on the road, it’s important to feel secure in the place you sleep. No matter where I am, I see my bed as a safe place, a refuge from the chaos of the world. My bed is my temporary home. In it, I can relax, breathe, and have peace. There are other things, though, that make or break a hostel: cleanliness, locker space in the rooms, plugs by every bed, good wifi, and a self service kitchen. It’s important to know that my laptop and phone will have a place to charge, that my belongings will be secure when I am gone, and that I can cook a hot meal for myself.
As I journey from place to place on busses, trains, and airplanes, I usually pass the time with a book. I’m reading That Hideous Strength by C.S. Lewis, the final novel in his Space Trilogy. It’s a pretty heavy book, so I’m taking my time with it. Being in the Scottish Highlands put me in the mood for Susanna Kearsley, who writes historical romances. I’ve finished The Winter Sea and am close to the end of The Firebird.
Another important part of any adventure is the soundtrack! Music helps me stay sane as I wait out long bus rides and navigate strange cities. Since its release on Friday, I’ve been listening non-stop to The Lumineers’ new album, Cleopatra. Here’s the title track:
I wish I could write more, but I’m off to catch my bus to Nuremberg… Until next time!
Woah. You know you’re busy when you completely forget to blog for two weeks. OOPS.
Life continues to push forward at a steady pace. During the week, I find myself up to my neck in Shakespeare, Tennyson, and biographical novels. Hours and hours pass while reading in the library. I walked out the other day with my arms filled with books–research for my senior seminar is now in swing. Throughout the day, I flit in and out of classes, giving presentations and crossing things off my to-do list.
This past weekend, I judged my final speech meet for the local high school team. It’s been a wonderful job to have these past few years. I’m going to miss critique sheets, judge’s lounge food, and managing speakers that are double-entered, but am ready to be done. Spring Break aside, it’s been two months since I’ve had a Saturday fully to myself. I’m tired of waking up before the crack of dawn.
When the day is over, unless I have a student org meeting, I’ve taken to binge watching Downton Abbey (fourth time through!) and playing The Sims 2. “Treat yo self” has become my new motto. For the first time in college, I indulge in mochas from the coffee shop and ice cream from the late night on-campus convenience store.
The weeks until graduation continue to pass. Only 43 days until I finally have my degree!